Let us rejoice in
our hope and the confident assurance of [experiencing
and enjoying] the glory of [our great] God [the manifestation of His excellence
and power].3 And not only this, but [with joy] let us exult in our
sufferings and rejoice in our hardships, knowing that
hardship (distress, pressure, trouble) produces patient endurance;4 and endurance, proven character
(spiritual maturity); and proven character, hope and confident assurance [of eternal salvation].5 Such hope [in God’s promises] never
disappoints us, because God’s love has been abundantly poured
out within our hearts through the Holy Spirit who was given to us.
Romans 5:2-5 AMP
Patient endurance?
Why does it need to be so difficult to develop our character and our hope? Not
only is it a difficult time of life when this is being developed in us, but we
are asked, by God, to rejoice and exult with joy! This all seems so
counter-intuitive. Like how are we supposed to go against ALL that feels
natural? I want to just sit and have a pity party or I just want to throw in
the towel and give up!
The amazing thing is
the end of this portion of scripture. In verse 5 Paul says that “hope in God’s
promises never disappoints us, because God’s love has been abundantly poured out within our hearts through the
Holy Spirit who was given to us.”
The phrase “never
disappoints” is a very large statement. As humans, we have never even closely experienced
never being disappointed; in people, things, situations, or even ourselves. Some people’s lives might seem smoother and
easier than others, but somewhere along the way there comes disappointment. So
when we hear that hoping in God’s promises will never disappoint, we kind of try to conceptualize this within our
frame of reference, which is flawed. But we can rest in the truth of God truly
never disappointing us. He is perfect and His ways are perfect.
Something that I have
fought for and have gained so much freedom in is keeping my ‘hope’ in Christ.
The scripture in Hebrews which talks about our hope in Christ being an anchor
for our soul has been my battle cry for many years! So now I am grappling with
the idea that hardship, distress, pressure, trouble… all produce in me more
hope and more mature perspective and understanding of my Savior. This is definitely
not a complete process, but I have seen is small ways and big ways that this
hope truly does NOT disappoint.
The bottom line for
me is to keep my eyes lifted during the storm, difficulty, seemingly impossible
situations we all face at times. As soon as I drop my head and sit while I
wallow or threaten to just walk away and give up, I find the difficulty gets
harder but even worse the hopelessness creeps in. As long as my head and my
heart are lifted to the Father, I can see the hope; I can feel His love
being poured into my heart!
I never want to sink
or give up. I am a fighter and I am a person who hopes ferociously in the ONE
who made me and the ONE who promised fullness of life.


